Just about 1 month to go

I know that no one is really reading this right now -- especially since I have no followers at this present time---but how does one prepare for such a big change and transition?? I still feel like this is all surreal and just a great plan that I have had in my head for the past 6 months but isn't really a reality yet. I have been stuggling with a lot of different emotions lately---I feel like I'm a pie chart of craziness, excitement, anxiety, fear, saddness, extreme annoyance towards the people that I live with--a.k.a---my family, and a whole bunch of other shit that I'm still trying to place. My job has been up for grabs for the past month, so I guess there's no going back now. It's all winding down to this and I know that the time will go by faster than I want it to---so now, I need to just enjoy myself while I'm here, enjoy everyone that I live with and surround myself with, and embrace being in the present.